Time to get my brain back on track - detox and rehab in 1 week

[Bit_Happy]

Good luck in the sickhouse, sickhouse.

[sickhouse]

The rehab doctors will make chemical lobotomy to you. You will be more fcked up after that than by taking your drugs. I can suggest to try working things out in your life with psychotherapist and staying away from medication. Get drunk on beer and Vodka once in month if You feel to need to switch your brain off for one evening.

Nah, they will give me a low dose of Subutex and Benzos to begin with, lower dosage after week 1, half week 2 etc (dunno what the english word is for nedtrappning) at the detox clinic - I've already made my lobotomy and the rehab home is as I said one of the best in the country. They got psychotherapists there, actually 2 or 3 of them, they know Cognotive behaviour treatment which may help me with my anxiety, no drugs are allowed with no exceptions, you are out no second chance, no 12 step BS, you are busy all the time with working, this is really the best place for me to be at. I've got 3 friends who has been there and all of them said it's the best so I doubt that.

[sickhouse]

Good luck in the sickhouse, sickhouse.

Haha made me giggle thank you!

[sickhouse]

Thanks for the kind words everybody!! I appriceate them more than you could ever know, I'm almost in tears (lolgay) but that's also because of the mixed feelings 7 days before the rehab (Im gonna stick to it mark my words, I wont fail this already failed enough, but my brain shouts NO NO WE NEED IT!!!).

P.S I am going to try LSD at least once after when I am no longer depressed and have fixed my anxiety issues, also might eat shrooms 2-3 times a year (they grow here for a short period). May sound bad to the person who isn't well read on the drug subject but LSD is not addictive and neither are the shrooms.

shrooms and LSD is a good way of getting a different perspective on things, two to three times a year is a good plan, do it too much and it loses the "magic". Had some fun times with them  .

Never tried LSD and I feel the need to do it since it can be life changing but since I've been depressed for many years now I used my better judgement and stayed away from it to not permanently fuck up my brain. And yeah the shroom feeling is so lovely, and you think in a different way which I love. I've already got a very different perspective on things - no longer black and white world but green pink red gray etc, but some pieces of the puzzle needs to be put together!

[roslinpl]

Thanks for the kind words everybody!! I appriceate them more than you could ever know, I'm almost in tears (lolgay) but that's also because of the mixed feelings 7 days before the rehab (Im gonna stick to it mark my words, I wont fail this already failed enough, but my brain shouts NO NO WE NEED IT!!!).

P.S I am going to try LSD at least once after when I am no longer depressed and have fixed my anxiety issues, also might eat shrooms 2-3 times a year (they grow here for a short period). May sound bad to the person who isn't well read on the drug subject but LSD is not addictive and neither are the shrooms.

shrooms and LSD is a good way of getting a different perspective on things, two to three times a year is a good plan, do it too much and it loses the "magic". Had some fun times with them  .

perhaps for some kind of personalities yes. But for most of people it is better to keep away from lsd and shrooms.

[sickhouse]

perhaps for some kind of personalities yes. But for most of people it is better to keep away from lsd and shrooms.

That's kind of a broad statement to make, I've never seen anyone have a bad time on shrooms most people just end up giggling, if you take a large dose you just need to know that whatever happens go with it, and I've never had a bad time byself even though I suffer from depression. One trip my mate who I introduced to drugs was beginning to seizure, he became completly white in his face and stale as a log - during 1 second I was terrified and comletly sure he was dead, but I rushed up to him and put him in the right position, and he never started shaking which is a big mistery to me to date, I was shocked for 10 minutes but after that I walked through a dark forest to a friends house and stayed there.

Unfair to put shrooms and LSD together, LSD can truly do terrible damage permantently, you can end up with permanent visions every time you close your eyes - I couldn't imagine anything worse.

[HorseCoin]

blah drugs?  why not do drugs that open up your mind as oppose to close it.  get your ass on some LSD/mushrooms/DMT

[sickhouse]

blah drugs?  why not do drugs that open up your mind as oppose to close it.  get your ass on some LSD/mushrooms/DMT

Wont help me with the physical withdrawal tho. Sadly, I'd really like to avoid this if I could but there is no other way.

[mistress_magpie]

wishing you all the very best for your rehab

[ManeBjorn]

Good luck.
I wish you the best of it in your battle with this. 
I have watched a friend die from his battle with drug addiction so don't ever give up.
Heal up well.

[backtrackit]

Thanks for the kind words everybody!! I appriceate them more than you could ever know, I'm almost in tears (lolgay) but that's also because of the mixed feelings 7 days before the rehab (Im gonna stick to it mark my words, I wont fail this already failed enough, but my brain shouts NO NO WE NEED IT!!!).

P.S I am going to try LSD at least once after when I am no longer depressed and have fixed my anxiety issues, also might eat shrooms 2-3 times a year (they grow here for a short period). May sound bad to the person who isn't well read on the drug subject but LSD is not addictive and neither are the shrooms.

shrooms and LSD is a good way of getting a different perspective on things, two to three times a year is a good plan, do it too much and it loses the "magic". Had some fun times with them  .

perhaps for some kind of personalities yes. But for most of people it is better to keep away from lsd and shrooms.

I wouldn't say it's bad for most people, you are right saying some people shouldn't take them for example if your not mentally stable or have mental health issues. But for most and in moderate dose it should be fine.

[superresistant]

Benzodiazepine are much worse than Heroin or any drugs. It is ultra addictive, the most easy to take and available everywhere.

Governments keep promoting it because the pharmacy lobby make tremendous amount of money.

Lobbies and governments are piece of shit. They keep telling you that "some drugs" are dangerous while they massively drug nations with antidepressant, viagra  and benzodiazepine. They don't give a shit about your health, they just want to make money out of you fools.

[superresistant]

Thanks for the kind words everybody!! I appriceate them more than you could ever know, I'm almost in tears (lolgay) but that's also because of the mixed feelings 7 days before the rehab (Im gonna stick to it mark my words, I wont fail this already failed enough, but my brain shouts NO NO WE NEED IT!!!).
P.S I am going to try LSD at least once after when I am no longer depressed and have fixed my anxiety issues, also might eat shrooms 2-3 times a year (they grow here for a short period). May sound bad to the person who isn't well read on the drug subject but LSD is not addictive and neither are the shrooms.

shrooms and LSD is a good way of getting a different perspective on things, two to three times a year is a good plan, do it too much and it loses the "magic". Had some fun times with them  .

perhaps for some kind of personalities yes. But for most of people it is better to keep away from lsd and shrooms.

I wouldn't say it's bad for most people, you are right saying some people shouldn't take them for example if your not mentally stable or have mental health issues. But for most and in moderate dose it should be fine.

Many research show that LSD is an amazing anti-depressant. One of the only few effective antidepressants. Google check it.

It is not used any more as a treatment because governments and lobbies promote their own dangerous drugs that are ultra-addictive, never cure anything and require the addition of more drugs to threat the symptoms.

PS : LSD is a mushroom

[sickhouse]

Governments keep promoting it because the pharmacy lobby make tremendous amount of money.

Lobbies and governments are piece of shit. They keep telling you that "some drugs" are dangerous while they massively drug nations with antidepressant, viagra  and benzodiazepine. They don't give a shit about your health, they just want to make money out of you fools.

Amen, and the amount they make in 1 year could propably feed africa for 3 years, its HUGE amounts.. Meh we are just puppets in a sick sick world :/

[mrgian]

good luck!!!!

[laycon]

Breaking away from Hard drugs addiction is always difficult but with good rehabilitation and having a negative mindset to the addiction make it a lot easier.

[Salauddin1994]

Living a substance free life are often a frightening task for an individua they face financial social legal and physical and psychological state problems using alcohol and medicines they believe these substances on a day to day. abandoning drugs and alcohol can appear to be an impossible task despite the negative consequences of creating them this creates a scarcity of motivation that can't be overcome by addicts.

[peter0425]

It's cool that you decided to do the detox. I have heard many positive reviews about this procedure.

Detox is part of rehabilitating and if you survive the process then you will be renewed .
There are some friends that already tried this but not mine since i have no reason to do such.

Breaking away from Hard drugs addiction is always difficult but with good rehabilitation and having a negative mindset to the addiction make it a lot easier.

and with supportive family in which we will be safe and encourage by their presence .

[Naida_BR]

I really cannot understand the reason why someone will try drugs and eventually get addicted to them.
It is like you are a weak person that you cannot control yourself... Sorry to say that but it is what it is...
Anyway good luck everyone if you are addicted there is always a way out - you just have to be strong and face the reality.