For start you should know already that you need a sign message from an old address of you.
You should also know that you need a valid Collateral for it. A loan based on your trust won't work since you been absent for such a long time.
So the best (and only) way to get this loan is to offer something valuable as Collateral.
If you don't then better to lock this thread and try to find some other way.
You've been away from the forum for 2 years. Asking for a loan isn't a good way to come back.
Probably is the worse way to come back.