Dude, you need serious help! Get Help! Before its too late...Also, stop taking whatever you are on currently. It ain't helping your situation. P.S Ranting on this board won't get you anywhere, accepting your losses and learning from your mistakes will.
Oh hey another flamer who thinks I'm a retarded 12 year old. I'd report you to the admins but I except this sort of response now and you didn't say any curse words. You can thank me later. Try taking my post seriously instead of acting like this is some game of attention. I'm talking seriously business here, your comment is uncalled for.