I see a way out of this situation - just wake up on your own and try to do what you can do yourself. For everyone, this is something different. And when the Matrix doesn't have power in the form of people who work for this system, the Matrix will disappear, since there will be no sense in it if everyone understands what it is and that no one needs it.
If something is still there (the Matrix), then it is needed for something, nothing happens in vain, everything is for our development (so that we wake up and cultivate all the best in ourselves), which means for our good.
You can't do what is right if you are in darkness. If you could be "cleaned" and made to start afresh, I believe you will keep stumbling/sliding back into darkness and get yourself trapped again.
You have to repent, get cleaned and given Light to do what is right always. You will need the Spirit of the CREATOR (GOD) inside you to give you light and guide you always. And You need to believe in HIS Son JESUS (Our LORD & SAVIOR) to recieve the Light and be part of Kingdom of Light.