Go back to the initial posts of the forum; there were a lot of such "millionaires." Some sold cheap, some gave away. I am sure that everyone who started on this forum has their own story that makes you sad. But I think OP can be thanked for not only giving away bitcoins but also spreading information about bitcoin. I am more sure that all the given bitcoins have long been sold, and not at the price that he represents today. But regretting that it could have been different is once again rubbing salt into your wound, so you should be glad that OP helped someone with his charity; this will be counted, if not in this life, then in some other world.

Exactly my thought.
All those he gifted bitcoin then also lost them, either to scam (Ponzi), trading or losing access to it. Besides, many sold then and are regretting today. If some had bitcoin worth $50 then, woke up to see it at $150, theyll definitely withdraw even the profits and capital.
OP, you don't need to be sad about your past because you actually impacted people and spread the bitcoin news. People like us who got outrightly scammed our first bitcoin should be the ones dying in regrets.