Confession of a Degenerate

[Liquid71]

you bet, you lost. stop whining like a little school girl, lift up your skirt find your balls and forget regret. You made a bet, it lost, end of story. Only a bitch would consider suicide over a lost bet..you're problem isn't you placed a bet it's that you're a pussy

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[Zeta0S]

Hello all, I have a matter I must get off of my chest as it is eating me alive and I can no longer pretend that I'm ok with it.

I recently started an IPO for my web based porn studio by the name of Klyemax.
The initial IPO offered 250,000 shares at a price of .0001 for a total of 25BTC to start up.
A small amount of the funds were used to procure TLD's as well as for advertising.
The rest I ended up investing into Just-Dice. This is where I made my first mistake.

JD sustained some loses to bankroll and I began to gamble the IPO funds in order to recuperate loses.
At first it was only small amounts I would aim to win to replace any lost funds.
Then the gambling became worse, I started to gamble the funds every other day, often winning half or full BTC and stuffing them in my pocket.

For roughly 8-10 days this went on, And I ended up 14+ BTC. Most of which were used to purchase miners or cashed out and spent on drinks and VLT gambling at a local pub where I was attempting to get the waitresses to come work for me. In hindsight I felt as if I was untouchable and that with all this new found success and ambition I would surely not have to worry about losing either the funds or my sanity.

On may 29th I had deposited the IPO money into my gambling account and began my ritual 33% martingale.
As always the balance of the account began to climb and i watched with excitement and money lust as riches flowwed my direction.

Suddenly everything I had been planning, all of what I was working towards, All of the investment I had sworn to use for good..
It crashed.. I went from 24 BTC down to 10 before I even stopped hitting the "lo" key on my martingale.
My heart sunk in my chest and I felt an unexplainable/unbearable pressure in my chest.
It was at that moment I realized that I had fucked over not only my investors, but myself and my reputation.
Frantically I began betting with the 10 BTC... Trying to recoup the loses I had just endured..
This was all in vain however, I watched my balance drop like a stone in a pond.. I remember as the balance hit zero..
My feeble attempts to recover the BTC were met with tears shortly after it sunk in what I had just done.
The feeling was worse than anything you could possibly imagine.. Akin to losing a family member or worse.

I sat there, in disbelief my emotions wrecked as reality set in that I had made a terrible terrible mistake.

To all investors, I sincerely appologize for misusing the funds you have trusted me with.
It was never my intention to use the funds as I did, I had plans and budgets developed for them.
But my vile nature and greed blinded me.. And I failed you all.

This is a massive set back, which is entirely my fault.

I will continue to try to try and develop Klyemax and get revenue streams flowing. But I have set us back immensely with my own lack of control and inability to know when to stop. This should have never happened and I am deeply troubled by it.

As stated before I will continue to pay out dividends to all invested. Thoughts of suicide have crossed my mind more than a few times in the past week but I am unable to leave my investors high and dry due to my lack of control.
Through porn or through any other revenue stream I can procure I will pay back investors funds in full, This may take me some time but I am not going to bail on the people who shared my vision and supported my en-devour.

This has been very stressful, I have lost countless hours of sleep and had not until now the strength to admit what has been done.
I ask for your understanding and forgiveness at this time.. I also promise to all investors you will receive your investment back via dividends over time and phase 2 is still likely to happen, at which point you are more than welcome to sell off your shares for the agreed face value as stated in the IPO.

Hopefully I can focus more on getting more talent and revenue going to pay back investors more quickly, Given the fact I may be able to sleep at night having gotten this burden out from beneath my heart.

Feel free to PM me hate mail / death threats and neg rep the shit out of me.
I will not run nor hide. I am going to deal with this as I am able to the only way that makes sense at this point in time.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

Cheers,

Kyle.T

You do not look like a pornstar?

[FanEagle]

I would help him build the porn stuff if he knew where he could find good looking girls for his business... for couple 100 dollars he could hire some in streets like it happens in another studio...

[MRKLYE]

That is clearly a joke picture Zeta.

My eyes are not as crossed as yours are unfortunately.

[SparkedDev]

CLAPSSSSS PRICELESSSSS.

I hope you got this all taken care of, The balls on you for admitting this.

[armin22]

CLAPSSSSS PRICELESSSSS.

I hope you got this all taken care of, The balls on you for admitting this.

why the fuck are you clapping for this twat?

[SparkedDev]

CLAPSSSSS PRICELESSSSS.

I hope you got this all taken care of, The balls on you for admitting this.

why the fuck are you clapping for this twat?

Because its comical that's the kind of event most people don't get to hear about very often. Now living in vegas im 100% sure then is like a high rate story.

[boumalo]

Hello all, I have a matter I must get off of my chest as it is eating me alive and I can no longer pretend that I'm ok with it.

I recently started an IPO for my web based porn studio by the name of Klyemax.
The initial IPO offered 250,000 shares at a price of .0001 for a total of 25BTC to start up.
A small amount of the funds were used to procure TLD's as well as for advertising.
The rest I ended up investing into Just-Dice. This is where I made my first mistake.

JD sustained some loses to bankroll and I began to gamble the IPO funds in order to recuperate loses.
At first it was only small amounts I would aim to win to replace any lost funds.
Then the gambling became worse, I started to gamble the funds every other day, often winning half or full BTC and stuffing them in my pocket.

For roughly 8-10 days this went on, And I ended up 14+ BTC. Most of which were used to purchase miners or cashed out and spent on drinks and VLT gambling at a local pub where I was attempting to get the waitresses to come work for me. In hindsight I felt as if I was untouchable and that with all this new found success and ambition I would surely not have to worry about losing either the funds or my sanity.

On may 29th I had deposited the IPO money into my gambling account and began my ritual 33% martingale.
As always the balance of the account began to climb and i watched with excitement and money lust as riches flowwed my direction.

Suddenly everything I had been planning, all of what I was working towards, All of the investment I had sworn to use for good..
It crashed.. I went from 24 BTC down to 10 before I even stopped hitting the "lo" key on my martingale.
My heart sunk in my chest and I felt an unexplainable/unbearable pressure in my chest.
It was at that moment I realized that I had fucked over not only my investors, but myself and my reputation.
Frantically I began betting with the 10 BTC... Trying to recoup the loses I had just endured..
This was all in vain however, I watched my balance drop like a stone in a pond.. I remember as the balance hit zero..
My feeble attempts to recover the BTC were met with tears shortly after it sunk in what I had just done.
The feeling was worse than anything you could possibly imagine.. Akin to losing a family member or worse.

I sat there, in disbelief my emotions wrecked as reality set in that I had made a terrible terrible mistake.

To all investors, I sincerely appologize for misusing the funds you have trusted me with.
It was never my intention to use the funds as I did, I had plans and budgets developed for them.
But my vile nature and greed blinded me.. And I failed you all.

This is a massive set back, which is entirely my fault.

I will continue to try to try and develop Klyemax and get revenue streams flowing. But I have set us back immensely with my own lack of control and inability to know when to stop. This should have never happened and I am deeply troubled by it.

As stated before I will continue to pay out dividends to all invested. Thoughts of suicide have crossed my mind more than a few times in the past week but I am unable to leave my investors high and dry due to my lack of control.
Through porn or through any other revenue stream I can procure I will pay back investors funds in full, This may take me some time but I am not going to bail on the people who shared my vision and supported my en-devour.

This has been very stressful, I have lost countless hours of sleep and had not until now the strength to admit what has been done.
I ask for your understanding and forgiveness at this time.. I also promise to all investors you will receive your investment back via dividends over time and phase 2 is still likely to happen, at which point you are more than welcome to sell off your shares for the agreed face value as stated in the IPO.

Hopefully I can focus more on getting more talent and revenue going to pay back investors more quickly, Given the fact I may be able to sleep at night having gotten this burden out from beneath my heart.

Feel free to PM me hate mail / death threats and neg rep the shit out of me.
I will not run nor hide. I am going to deal with this as I am able to the only way that makes sense at this point in time.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

Cheers,

Kyle.T

"A small amount of the funds were used to procure TLD's as well as for advertising.
The rest I ended up investing into Just-Dice. This is where I made my first mistake."

That's deceiving your investors

Get to a vacation and slowly start to try to change your behaviour, your personality will not change overnight. If you want to change and you know you need to change you already have that going on for you!

Trusted relationships and long term success take time to build

[eoakland]

24 btc = roughly $12k.  are you telling me 12 racks if giving you thoughts of suicide ?  i feel for you, but at the same time i don't.  you should have had the wits to not gamble funds that are not yours--or that are set aside for your business.  i agree with BayAreaCoins, you do not need much funds to make a porn.  how close do you live to the San Fernando Valley ?  That place is infested with porno folks.  in either case man, just get a regular job, hustle and you can pile away 12k. 

do you have girls already ?  what niche market you going after ?

[BayAreaCoins]

how close do you live to the San Fernando Valley ? 

He is in Canada.

Lots and lots of top cam models come from Canada, but I imagine you have to sort through the eskimos to get to them.

I think he has lost interest in this project anyways.  (This project concept stemmed from a idea that I've been playing with in my head since 2010 ish.  It will be highly successful and most likely will change the camming industry yet again.)

[Fortify]

Porn is porn. Dirty, smutty, scraping the barrel industry that pays a pittance. You gambled the money away, yet still try to fool yourself and others that it was "investing in a gambling site". You have not learnt anything from all this and just want peoples pity. It's easy to cry and moan about how sad you are, but you took real peoples money and trust, then turned it into ash. You never earned the money, you never used it for what you said you would and you have no plan to return it.

// Didn't invest in scummy porn site idea.

[Justin00]

You are about 4-5 months to late.
I'm sure the investors appreciate your input.. or would of.. back in june

Porn is porn. Dirty, smutty, scraping the barrel industry that pays a pittance. You gambled the money away, yet still try to fool yourself and others that it was "investing in a gambling site". You have not learnt anything from all this and just want peoples pity. It's easy to cry and moan about how sad you are, but you took real peoples money and trust, then turned it into ash. You never earned the money, you never used it for what you said you would and you have no plan to return it.

// Didn't invest in scummy porn site idea.

[Fortify]

You are about 4-5 months to late.
I'm sure the investors appreciate your input.. or would of.. back in june

Well.. 3 months, but you've got a point

[doV]

Instead of paying back some coins, he's gambling them away at PRC Dice:
https://i.imgur.com/W8wHEcH.png

[Sickler]

24 btc = roughly $12k.  are you telling me 12 racks if giving you thoughts of suicide ?  i feel for you, but at the same time i don't.  you should have had the wits to not gamble funds that are not yours--or that are set aside for your business.  i agree with BayAreaCoins, you do not need much funds to make a porn.  how close do you live to the San Fernando Valley ?  That place is infested with porno folks.  in either case man, just get a regular job, hustle and you can pile away 12k. 

do you have girls already ?  what niche market you going after ?

I live in the San Fernando Valley.  What are you saying?

[DiamondCardz]

Instead of paying back some coins, he's gambling them away at PRC Dice:
https://i.imgur.com/W8wHEcH.png

KLYE has some major gambling issues...

KLYE. Get your act together and stop gambling until your finances are set straight. Be a normal person instead of a greedy degenerate.

[BayAreaCoins]

Instead of paying back some coins, he's gambling them away at PRC Dice:
https://i.imgur.com/W8wHEcH.png

How else is he going to turn .1 BTC from art into 25btc?!?! duh 

[awesome31312]

Wow, this takes GUTS to admit buddy!

I am so glad that you're doing proper work, making art for Bitcoins. Any plans to pay back the debt?

[awesome31312]

you bet, you lost. stop whining like a little school girl, lift up your skirt find your balls and forget regret. You made a bet, it lost, end of story. Only a bitch would consider suicide over a lost bet..you're problem isn't you placed a bet it's that you're a pussy

Wow, that is the most sexist, misogynistic, and terribly written comment on the thread, and that's saying something pal.

[dooglus]

Wow, that is the most sexist, misogynistic, and terribly written comment on the thread, and that's saying something pal.

Your all gay.