Is this the end of me?

[wobber]

I'm invested 100% in Bitcoin, not really investment because never bought any, all generated in the early days. I saw this drop coming but never sold because I really trust the system. And because I really hate banks and current fiat system, I'd rather die poor with a few bitcoins in my pocket than selling my soul to the paper money scammers.

But now the price is really low and I can't survive much longer like this. Not just because of the money but because my health deteriorated fast in the last 2 years. Smoking and drinking put a definitive mark on me.  Then depression came. I've hurt some people and now I pay the price. I've hurt my ex-wife, who was dedicated entirely to me, took care of me and was so in-love with me that she'd suffer great pain if I suffered anything. She had access to my cold wallet but never took anything. And after I lost her, when she was left with about nothing to eat, I just gave back some.

Since my lungs are fucked up big time, I don't have much time. I guess I won't see the 10,000 per coin. But bitcoin was one of the best things ever in my life. Aside from the baby I'm waiting. I have used a big chunk of my bitcoins to give to others, mainly family and friends and if you never had the chance feed someone with bitcoin, I think you're doing something wrong.

Of course, I saved some for the child, maybe he/she will use it someday. But remember this: when you go, you don't take anything with you.

[wobber]

I'm invested 100% in Bitcoin, not really investment because never bought any, all generated in the early days. I saw this drop coming but never sold because I really trust the system. And because I really hate banks and current fiat system, I'd rather die poor with a few bitcoins in my pocket than selling my soul to the paper money scammers.

But now the price is really low and I can't survive much longer like this. Not just because of the money but because my health deteriorated fast in the last 2 years. Smoking and drinking put a definitive mark on me.  Then depression came. I've hurt some people and now I pay the price. I've hurt my ex-wife, who was dedicated entirely to me, took care of me and was so in-love with me that she'd suffer great pain if I suffered anything. She had access to my cold wallet but never took anything. And after I lost her, when she was left with about nothing to eat, I just gave back some.

Since my lungs are fucked up big time, I don't have much time. I guess I won't see the 10,000 per coin. But bitcoin was one of the best things ever in my life. Aside from the baby I'm waiting. I have used a big chunk of my bitcoins to give to others, mainly family and friends and if you never had the chance feed someone with bitcoin, I think you're doing something wrong.

Of course, I saved some for the child, maybe he/she will use it someday. But remember this: when you go, you don't take anything with you.

are you going to suicide because of bitcoin collapse?

NO

[wobber]

What is wrong with the people on this board?

What is wrong with the people on this board?

[Feri22]

are you going to suicide because of bitcoin collapse?

You are an idiot

[Bit_Happy]

Many of the effects of Smoking and drinking can be reversed with a healthy diet. You need a huge amount of dark green veggies, for a good start.

Try this, he's great:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LruyZOzpvnI&list=PLB0307FF3C9BB9F15
With good nutrition you will feel better and be able to exercise often.

[Feri22]

I'm invested 100% in Bitcoin, not really investment because never bought any, all generated in the early days. I saw this drop coming but never sold because I really trust the system. And because I really hate banks and current fiat system, I'd rather die poor with a few bitcoins in my pocket than selling my soul to the paper money scammers.

But now the price is really low and I can't survive much longer like this. Not just because of the money but because my health deteriorated fast in the last 2 years. Smoking and drinking put a definitive mark on me.  Then depression came. I've hurt some people and now I pay the price. I've hurt my ex-wife, who was dedicated entirely to me, took care of me and was so in-love with me that she'd suffer great pain if I suffered anything. She had access to my cold wallet but never took anything. And after I lost her, when she was left with about nothing to eat, I just gave back some.

Since my lungs are fucked up big time, I don't have much time. I guess I won't see the 10,000 per coin. But bitcoin was one of the best things ever in my life. Aside from the baby I'm waiting. I have used a big chunk of my bitcoins to give to others, mainly family and friends and if you never had the chance feed someone with bitcoin, I think you're doing something wrong.

Of course, I saved some for the child, maybe he/she will use it someday. But remember this: when you go, you don't take anything with you.

Sad story to read...i hope you are wrong and you will have still a good life and many more years and happy years if possible 

[Miz4r]

Why are you posting this in the speculation section? It doesn't really belong here. Anyway it sounds like you should stop drinking and smoking and start working on your health. Start jogging and set some small easily achievable goals for yourself man. Don't tell yourself you can't do this, just get up and do it. What's stopping you? Forget about Bitcoin, there are more important things to focus on.

[redsn0w]

If you still believe in  bitcoin *technology* you should hold  , if you don't  believe sold it now and take dollars.  I'm sorry but these are the two option available (in my opinion).

[RoadTrain]

You must find something to live for, apart from Bitcoin. Though easier said than done, I admit.

The easiest thing might be to visit a doctor first.

PS. Is there a chance that your ex-wife returns?

[g27wr]

I'm invested 100% in Bitcoin, not really investment because never bought any, all generated in the early days. I saw this drop coming but never sold because I really trust the system. And because I really hate banks and current fiat system, I'd rather die poor with a few bitcoins in my pocket than selling my soul to the paper money scammers.

But now the price is really low and I can't survive much longer like this. Not just because of the money but because my health deteriorated fast in the last 2 years. Smoking and drinking put a definitive mark on me.  Then depression came. I've hurt some people and now I pay the price. I've hurt my ex-wife, who was dedicated entirely to me, took care of me and was so in-love with me that she'd suffer great pain if I suffered anything. She had access to my cold wallet but never took anything. And after I lost her, when she was left with about nothing to eat, I just gave back some.

Since my lungs are fucked up big time, I don't have much time. I guess I won't see the 10,000 per coin. But bitcoin was one of the best things ever in my life. Aside from the baby I'm waiting. I have used a big chunk of my bitcoins to give to others, mainly family and friends and if you never had the chance feed someone with bitcoin, I think you're doing something wrong.

Of course, I saved some for the child, maybe he/she will use it someday. But remember this: when you go, you don't take anything with you.

are you going to suicide because of bitcoin collapse?

Just because you're on the internet, doesn't mean that you aren't talking to real people. You f******* inconsiderate a$$hole.

[NeuroticFish]

I'm invested 100% in Bitcoin, not really investment because never bought any, all generated in the early days. I saw this drop coming but never sold because I really trust the system. And because I really hate banks and current fiat system, I'd rather die poor with a few bitcoins in my pocket than selling my soul to the paper money scammers.

But now the price is really low and I can't survive much longer like this. Not just because of the money but because my health deteriorated fast in the last 2 years. Smoking and drinking put a definitive mark on me.  Then depression came. I've hurt some people and now I pay the price. I've hurt my ex-wife, who was dedicated entirely to me, took care of me and was so in-love with me that she'd suffer great pain if I suffered anything. She had access to my cold wallet but never took anything. And after I lost her, when she was left with about nothing to eat, I just gave back some.

Since my lungs are fucked up big time, I don't have much time. I guess I won't see the 10,000 per coin. But bitcoin was one of the best things ever in my life. Aside from the baby I'm waiting. I have used a big chunk of my bitcoins to give to others, mainly family and friends and if you never had the chance feed someone with bitcoin, I think you're doing something wrong.

Of course, I saved some for the child, maybe he/she will use it someday. But remember this: when you go, you don't take anything with you.

You only live once, so you should make it good. If you have a good amount of BTC, you should try to take care of yourself. Your kid will surely need more his parents than money.

[wobber]

You must find something to live for, apart from Bitcoin. Though easier said than done, I admit.

The easiest thing might be to visit a doctor first.

PS. Is there a chance that your ex-wife returns?

Doctors visited, no chance. none.

AND I HAVE TO MAKE A POINT: Bitcoin's price is not my main problem.

[hopenotlate]

Many of the effects of Smoking and drinking can be reversed with a healthy diet. You need a huge amount of dark green veggies, for a good start.

With good nutrition you will feel better and be able to exercise often.

100% agree

This is a great suggestion: everyone, healthy and not, should follow it.

@wobber I feel for you

[hopenotlate]

are you going to suicide because of bitcoin collapse?

You are an idiot

he is fallllling

[fabula]

I'm invested 100% in Bitcoin, not really investment because never bought any, all generated in the early days. I saw this drop coming but never sold because I really trust the system. And because I really hate banks and current fiat system, I'd rather die poor with a few bitcoins in my pocket than selling my soul to the paper money scammers.

But now the price is really low and I can't survive much longer like this. Not just because of the money but because my health deteriorated fast in the last 2 years. Smoking and drinking put a definitive mark on me.  Then depression came. I've hurt some people and now I pay the price. I've hurt my ex-wife, who was dedicated entirely to me, took care of me and was so in-love with me that she'd suffer great pain if I suffered anything. She had access to my cold wallet but never took anything. And after I lost her, when she was left with about nothing to eat, I just gave back some.

Since my lungs are fucked up big time, I don't have much time. I guess I won't see the 10,000 per coin. But bitcoin was one of the best things ever in my life. Aside from the baby I'm waiting. I have used a big chunk of my bitcoins to give to others, mainly family and friends and if you never had the chance feed someone with bitcoin, I think you're doing something wrong.

Of course, I saved some for the child, maybe he/she will use it someday. But remember this: when you go, you don't take anything with you.

This post really makes me cry. Really.
My father came into depression. I know your feelings.
I will not say anything. I'm with you.
If you need someone's to talk here and there,i'm here.

[Wilhelm]

Many of the effects of Smoking and drinking can be reversed with a healthy diet. You need a huge amount of dark green veggies, for a good start.

With good nutrition you will feel better and be able to exercise often.

100% agree

This is a great suggestion: everyone, healthy and not, should follow it.

@wobber I feel for you

In essence a good advice which I totally agree on.

Smoking and drinking can deteriorate existing health disorders. Wobber didn't specify his exact diagnosis so it could be antything from cancer to ebola for all we know.

Wobber my advice would be to keep or sell your coins, get off this forum, and try and live your days to the max possible. You can check back every other week or so but why waist your valuable time here?

Wish you health and recovery

[wobber]

it seems you can no longer be trusted to hodl, so transfer your bitcoins to me.

1B8MVcTscX7SyfzreJG5cqbnwtLupN8KA7

Not all, but maybe a bit so you can drink for me...

[twiifm]

I'm invested 100% in Bitcoin, not really investment because never bought any, all generated in the early days. I saw this drop coming but never sold because I really trust the system. And because I really hate banks and current fiat system, I'd rather die poor with a few bitcoins in my pocket than selling my soul to the paper money scammers.

But now the price is really low and I can't survive much longer like this. Not just because of the money but because my health deteriorated fast in the last 2 years. Smoking and drinking put a definitive mark on me.  Then depression came. I've hurt some people and now I pay the price. I've hurt my ex-wife, who was dedicated entirely to me, took care of me and was so in-love with me that she'd suffer great pain if I suffered anything. She had access to my cold wallet but never took anything. And after I lost her, when she was left with about nothing to eat, I just gave back some.

Since my lungs are fucked up big time, I don't have much time. I guess I won't see the 10,000 per coin. But bitcoin was one of the best things ever in my life. Aside from the baby I'm waiting. I have used a big chunk of my bitcoins to give to others, mainly family and friends and if you never had the chance feed someone with bitcoin, I think you're doing something wrong.

Of course, I saved some for the child, maybe he/she will use it someday. But remember this: when you go, you don't take anything with you.

First paragraph you say you don't care about the fiat denominated price.  Then the rest of your post you whine about how it affects you negatively.

Sounds like your in denial cause you drank the koolaid.  Just dump it and don't look back.  Stop asking for advice here.  They're just going to tell you to HODL or some stupid shit that will make your life worse.

Dont even listen to me.  Ask your family or someone who genuinely cares about you.

Good luck dude

[wobber]

it seems you can no longer be trusted to hodl, so transfer your bitcoins to me.

1B8MVcTscX7SyfzreJG5cqbnwtLupN8KA7

0.3

[RoadTrain]

What's with your lungs? I did smoke for some time, I must say it's very inspiring when you quit. You basically feel your body clean itself.
I also go to the swimming pool regularly, it helps a lot with overall health.

The main question is: are you longing for a change?