Is this the end of me?

[tarmi]

when she was left with about nothing to eat

no way to treat a lady.

[Seketsuna]

It is the end if you have given up.




I can hodl your bitcoins 

[smoothie]

I'm invested 100% in Bitcoin, not really investment because never bought any, all generated in the early days. I saw this drop coming but never sold because I really trust the system. And because I really hate banks and current fiat system, I'd rather die poor with a few bitcoins in my pocket than selling my soul to the paper money scammers.

But now the price is really low and I can't survive much longer like this. Not just because of the money but because my health deteriorated fast in the last 2 years. Smoking and drinking put a definitive mark on me.  Then depression came. I've hurt some people and now I pay the price. I've hurt my ex-wife, who was dedicated entirely to me, took care of me and was so in-love with me that she'd suffer great pain if I suffered anything. She had access to my cold wallet but never took anything. And after I lost her, when she was left with about nothing to eat, I just gave back some.

Since my lungs are fucked up big time, I don't have much time. I guess I won't see the 10,000 per coin. But bitcoin was one of the best things ever in my life. Aside from the baby I'm waiting. I have used a big chunk of my bitcoins to give to others, mainly family and friends and if you never had the chance feed someone with bitcoin, I think you're doing something wrong.

Of course, I saved some for the child, maybe he/she will use it someday. But remember this: when you go, you don't take anything with you.

You have time. It is not the end.

I have had my share of dark days. No I do not drink nor smoke but just dark days in life in general.

The great thing is that during those dark times for me being productive helped me stay focused on other things and not the depressing issues. In the end, my successes in Bitcoin and with my coin business was due to that focus during dark times.

I've never shared this with the community but I guess now is the time. Prior to LEALANA I was not doing well and instead of focusing on all of the problems in my life, I focused my time on learning how markets worked etc., doing research on crypto currencies that existed at the time (mostly BTC and LTC) and my time and investments paid off even though they weren't much at the time. I'd say I was very lucky to have gotten the outcome I've had. But it would not have been possible had I sulked in my problems and never got off of my ass and did something productive to get my mind off of the problems in my life.

Even after my successes outside of the drama/darkness...eventually the drama/problems/issues eventually turned out for the best and now I am in a better place and I am forever thankful for that.

Hang in there and try your best to focus on something productive that makes your life worth living that will help you get your mind off of any problems or drama in your life.

The light at the end of the tunnel always exist...it just matters how long you can endure to get there.

It isn't the end. 

[God27]

Wow June 2010 all bitcoin earned from hard work.

IMHO selling at 300 is a great success congrats.

I don't see what's wrong with still having fun with bitcoin if it was $10. Just the people trying to get rich quick from this time last year ar :'(e losing.

Im also happy you didn't put your earned coins on Gox.

This can be way worse.

Thank you for everything you have done for this community.

[ssmc2]

 "Ring the bells that still can ring. Forget your perfect offering. There is a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in."

-Leonard Cohen

[FatherBob]

...There is a crack in everything...

Where the crack be at?

[r0ach]

Strangest thread I've read on here in a while.  Everything from the original post that doesn't even look like it's real, to all the weird replies after it.

People swimming in Bitcoins but have nothing to eat?  Wut?  Dying and having a baby at the same time?  None of this makes sense.

Anyway, the following two quotes would make excellent fortune cookies:

You must find something to live for, apart from Bitcoin. Though easier said than done

cryonics is always an available option

[Deadstock]

You say the doctors said no chance when you visited them..i would go out and see the world, do the things you've always wanted to...spend some time with people you love and not think about cryptos. half of the users on this forum are delusional thinking that they will become insta millionares one day by HODLing BTC hoping that it will hit $50000. so asking advice on here is really not much help in this type of situation.

[solitude]

I'm invested 100% in Bitcoin, not really investment because never bought any, all generated in the early days. I saw this drop coming but never sold because I really trust the system. And because I really hate banks and current fiat system, I'd rather die poor with a few bitcoins in my pocket than selling my soul to the paper money scammers.

But now the price is really low and I can't survive much longer like this. Not just because of the money but because my health deteriorated fast in the last 2 years. Smoking and drinking put a definitive mark on me.  Then depression came. I've hurt some people and now I pay the price. I've hurt my ex-wife, who was dedicated entirely to me, took care of me and was so in-love with me that she'd suffer great pain if I suffered anything. She had access to my cold wallet but never took anything. And after I lost her, when she was left with about nothing to eat, I just gave back some.

Since my lungs are fucked up big time, I don't have much time. I guess I won't see the 10,000 per coin. But bitcoin was one of the best things ever in my life. Aside from the baby I'm waiting. I have used a big chunk of my bitcoins to give to others, mainly family and friends and if you never had the chance feed someone with bitcoin, I think you're doing something wrong.

Of course, I saved some for the child, maybe he/she will use it someday. But remember this: when you go, you don't take anything with you.

You can send your coins to me, I won't let them go to waste.

Also, getting married after feminism and kike lawyers took over around 1960s

TOP KEK

[Torque]

are you going to suicide because of bitcoin collapse?

You are an idiot

he is fallllling

No, he is faillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllling/NotFuckchop/MattTheCat/EveryOtherRandomTrollIdiotOnThisSub

[bitcool]

Move to a different location, watch some documentary movies on history or astronomy,  let time and space bury yourself.

We are all a mere dust in space time.

[crazy-pilot]

I will not answer you poll because I find in inhumane.

Though one might ask if it worth the risk to invest 100% of anything in anything, which is never a good idea I think unless it turns out great (then of course we all think we made the right choice), but hindsight is always 20/20.

I don't know how much BTC you have but sometimes you have to take your losses, especially when you can't afford to live. Bitcoin like a lot of things are just like the stock market game, or gambling at times even. Never gamble more than you are willing (and can afford) to lose.

I wish you all the best, see if you can liquidate what you need on a weekly basis, so when the rate does go up you have some more to spend. Als for 10.000 pet BTC, please, recalculate your expectations, go for a worst case, a reasonable and an above expectations.

Sorry for your loss, please try and look for positives, there are always options, though sometimes only difficult ones.

[Wexlike]

Well, I am also 100% bitcoin because of the exactly same reasons. Even though i am a bit late to the party.

I always enjoyed reading your posts, wobber. Wish you the best and live your life to the fullest

[WhatsBitcoin]

Its kinda ironic that you created a talk-to-me thread when it looks like you are the one who wants to talk deeply and about life with someone. Throwing wishes your way OP, hope everything goes well for you in the near future especially with the holidays approaching.

[Mieehayii]

It's hard to imagine that you invest 100% in Bitcoin but you choose to be a ninja who hold bitcoin always.

you must do trading if you want to profits

[cbeast]

I am fully invested in Bitcoin because I believe in honest money. Pensioners worry about their money because they don't know the feeling of security the blockchain brings. Knowing you are fighting for the cause of freedom and liberty while also saving for the future is something that hasn't existed before. Free people have been working toward this for generations and now it's here.

My health has deteriorated over the last decade. Health care insurance didn't cover the treatment I needed. Bitcoin saved my life by getting me out of the USA where I can find doctors that care more about health than wealth. Maybe Bitcoin will save all of my American brothers and sisters someday from the tyranny of financialization.

[NeuroticFish]

Bitcoin saved my life by getting me out of the USA where I can find doctors that care more about health than wealth.

Which country is that? Maybe I can move there, at least for my children.

[asdlolciterquit]

I'm invested 100% in Bitcoin, not really investment because never bought any, all generated in the early days. I saw this drop coming but never sold because I really trust the system. And because I really hate banks and current fiat system, I'd rather die poor with a few bitcoins in my pocket than selling my soul to the paper money scammers.

But now the price is really low and I can't survive much longer like this. Not just because of the money but because my health deteriorated fast in the last 2 years. Smoking and drinking put a definitive mark on me.  Then depression came. I've hurt some people and now I pay the price. I've hurt my ex-wife, who was dedicated entirely to me, took care of me and was so in-love with me that she'd suffer great pain if I suffered anything. She had access to my cold wallet but never took anything. And after I lost her, when she was left with about nothing to eat, I just gave back some.

Since my lungs are fucked up big time, I don't have much time. I guess I won't see the 10,000 per coin. But bitcoin was one of the best things ever in my life. Aside from the baby I'm waiting. I have used a big chunk of my bitcoins to give to others, mainly family and friends and if you never had the chance feed someone with bitcoin, I think you're doing something wrong.

Of course, I saved some for the child, maybe he/she will use it someday. But remember this: when you go, you don't take anything with you.

just to know, if you were an early miners, how many btc do you have now??

[cbeast]

Bitcoin saved my life by getting me out of the USA where I can find doctors that care more about health than wealth.

Which country is that? Maybe I can move there, at least for my children.

Really almost any other country. In my case I still have to pay for treatment, but it costs a fraction of the same in the states and the doctors take the time to closely monitor treatment.

The final straw for me was watching my dad die with doctors stumped at the cause. I have a good doctor that charges about $26 cash for an office visit with little wait and lab/radiology costs less than that. Prescriptions are high, but the rest more than makes up for it and no Obamacare payments.

[thresher]

Seasonal depression.  Relax dude.