i made a thread earlier for Marijuana, didn't go too well. I changed my mind and decided prescription pills instead. I already made my decisions everyone and i would rather try to help myself through the use of actual medication instead of helping myself naturally. The whole depression thing is still stuck in the back of my mind and it effects everything i do. I may get a therapist soon, but they cost a lot of money.
Benzos are dangerous and habit forming , go to the doctor and get on a program , think about how your drug taking affects the people around you.. There is help out there if you want to recover.