If you are an autodidact in English that's even better. It mean that you yourselves as your own teacher are very intelligent and very effective. The communication barrier you are experiencing has nothing to do with your language skills. It stems from the fact that you concoct a fake reality where you believe that you have some skills, discovered profitable market segments and could achieve certain business success. But people sooner or later see through your lies and you start getting ignored. That in turn makes you angry and you redouble in your lies until you are getting lost in them.
What I would suggest is to see the movie "A Beautiful Mind"
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0268978/ . It is loosely based on life of John Nash. The key takeaway for you is to see how he used his intelligence (not medications) to to cure himself from his psychological problem, to build up his mental strength to be brave enough and ask other people whether they see the people he had seen (that was in the movie, in reality he only hear voices, but that would be hard to show in a film.)
What you could do is to put your dream project on hold. Find something that would be still interesting to you and immediately useful to somebody else. "Somebody" means here both a person and an existing company that needs help in developing their own ideas. Use that to build up your own
real experience and
real business development skills. Your own current argumentation for your dream project could be summed up: "During a hurricane even pigs could fly."
Note to the moderators:
This thread has nothing to do with Bitcoin mining, not even the mining of altcoins. As such it should probably belong in the off-topic sub-forum. But you can leave it here if you think some reader could use the links I provided to learn something about developing and prototyping custom mining hardware.