when i was kids, i need to study very hard, to get a lot of score in the test. if i got a zero mark in a math test, i am very scare to go home and show the test paper to my mum.
when i am grown up, i have kids and wife now, i need to work very hard, to get a lot of money in the job. if i got a paycut, or i got fired, i am very scared to go home, i can't sleep well, my head is sweating, the memory of getting zero mark in a test keep haunting me like the nightmare, i need to go out and make a lot of money!!
You need help man, your problem is not just money, you are scared about life and you need to see a therapist to help you out, the forum cannot help you out on that aspect. You have been scared right from kid and that trauma has affected you in facing the reality of life, men are build up by society to challenge life and live with it comfortably no matter how difficult it is, they always learn to adapt any difficulty but you seem to be attached to your kid life that has happened more 15 years ago if I'm right since you said you are married, please do see a therapist, book an appointment and have a one on one discussion about this fear, they will help you out.
tell me anything i need to do to make a lot of money. doesn't matter what, i would do anything to get all the money, even if it mean unlawful and unethical!
You should never think about doing anything illegal, it will land you in jail and you will become a bad dad to your kid and embarrassment to your family and people that look up to you. If you have an academic results, apply for jobs you studied in school or start a business if you have the means to start anyone, you can also improve and rank your account and joined any available signature promotion on the forum, you can engage in the Forum to earn some sats to support your physical husle and with that, you should be fine and happy with your family.