I put so much, time, money and energy into it. My family and Children need food, and I can't afford being here anymore... I am scared I don't earn enough money.
I am not going to advise you what to do with egold.
I am sure you have heard the basics; cut spending, cut the cord [cable], use something like straightalk home over a land line, cut back on [wireless plans], maintain a budget, grow a garden, prepare food at home, good to a food pantry, use social equity aka welfare programs, look into refinancing, work with you creditors (student loans for example can be put on an income based repayment option which can be as low as $0 a month, and forgiven after some 20-25 years), if you have an extra room lease it to a college student, etc. I imagine you done all these things or did to the best of your ability and still feel pinched.
if you have an unlimited internet plan and if you live in the usa, you could look into passive income apps/sites-also called beer money. Though this time of year the earnings is kind of sickly, and I wouldn't recommend buying a farm. If you are interested in beer money, start out with what you have and let it pay for its own growth.
If you have a pc, you could run earnhoney and rewardables at the same time. That might earn a buck a day. Just let your puter watch ads while you are afk. although earnhoney's discovery media is known to soft ban people for days or weeks without reason. Depending on how old your computer is, you might be able to do perk too or engageme.tv.
Android apps (which should be wifi only) are doing real bad for me at the moment, but it varies geographically. It isn't working well for me right now, but those living in/near a city do better. Some people like an app called cashmagnet. It is more of a pain for me full off errors on my android 4.4 devices, but some people report solid results.
If it is profitable in your area with what you have, and you do plan to grow. I wouldn't buy anything less than android 5.1, nor pay more than $15 per phone; sometimes they are on sale for $10 [or less].
There are also other crypto opportunities available. Such as blogging on steemit, videos with dtube, webbrowsing with the brave browsers, and web searches through steemit.
