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November 06, 2022, 02:46:00 AM Merited by JayJuanGee (1) |
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Bitching and whining...
I don't want to dismiss your pebbles but you might be overthinking some of it. For example in my previous job of ~5 years my spouse was never inside my office because it was just easier for me to get outside. We had an annoying sign-in-and-get-a-temporary-badge process for visitors and also very thin walls unfit for private conversations. And even if what you're thinking is true, it's not like you could have changed much (or anything). Don't beat yourself up about it. Fucking Pebbles... all I have left. accretion is a fundamental process of growth....take the dust and rubble of this dissolution and forge it into a new beginning for yourself i am not saying it will be easy...just perhaps that it is possible keep your chin up sir whining and bitching is what the wall is all about dont you know? wo's all gotta vent somewhere...yes? ....ps try and cut back on the blackout nights...you will thank me later
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November 06, 2022, 03:27:26 AM |
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@ copetech.
I crushed myself from 1972 to 1985.
I started to attempt recovery in 1985.
1972-1985 drugs and complusive gambling.
I had a major psychotic break in 1972 on acid.
I had a medium psychotic break in 1975 on acid.
I had the long term descent into psychosis while in the Navy in 1981
Stopped drugs mostly by 1985 got a bit better. stopped all drugs by 1991 got much better. Met a really good psychologist in 1994 and still see her 28 years later. I also ended gambling in 1990. I am a life long asthmatic. I also found out that I am diabetic in 2018 just in time to get treated and under control. So that When covid hit me in Jan 2020 I survived it .
Oh covid gave me pyronies disease my Johnson became bent into the shape of a C after three years of treatment it is bent like ( .
Never mind the 180 day viagra incident.
My psych meds were change in 2005 and they gave me 100mg viagra pills which I took for 180 days with out realizing that they were viagra.
I could write more as there are a lot of pebbles for me to toss about.
Left turns vs right turns etc. But all in all I am still here and efforting to be here for years to come.
The pain will fade and leave a scar. When I think back to the viagra incident I get so freaking angry and it hurts to think of the suffering I endured running around with hardons basically like I was 15 and not understanding why it was happening.
One good thing was I realized 180 days zero symptoms of psychosis meant I could stop the psych drugs.
Which likely caused me the diabetes I found out about in 2018.
But with keto diet no drugs are needed for the diabetes .
So a gain.
What is my long speech about.life can toss lots of pebbles and you can still be okay.
At 65 I am doing pretty well. Current set of pebbles are caring for my dementia riddled bro in law.
But enough about my and my pebbles.
Shoot me a pm if you want to talk more.
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November 06, 2022, 03:47:49 AM Merited by JayJuanGee (1) |
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November 06, 2022, 04:01:17 AM |
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November 06, 2022, 04:21:42 AM |
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I have read many incidents of your life, I like to hear the whole story. Hope we can know many valuable experiences of your life in the future through your post. Above all I wish you good health. So that you can use the future days very well. May you live a happy life with your family.
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November 06, 2022, 04:27:20 AM |
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@ copetech.
I crushed myself from 1972 to 1985.
I started to attempt recovery in 1985.
1972-1985 drugs and complusive gambling.
I had a major psychotic break in 1972 on acid.
I had a medium psychotic break in 1975 on acid.
I had the long term descent into psychosis while in the Navy in 1981
Stopped drugs mostly by 1985 got a bit better. stopped all drugs by 1991 got much better. Met a really good psychologist in 1994 and still see her 28 years later. I also ended gambling in 1990. I am a life long asthmatic. I also found out that I am diabetic in 2018 just in time to get treated and under control. So that When covid hit me in Jan 2020 I survived it .
Oh covid gave me pyronies disease my Johnson became bent into the shape of a C after three years of treatment it is bent like ( .
Never mind the 180 day viagra incident.
My psych meds were change in 2005 and they gave me 100mg viagra pills which I took for 180 days with out realizing that they were viagra.
I could write more as there are a lot of pebbles for me to toss about.
Left turns vs right turns etc. But all in all I am still here and efforting to be here for years to come.
The pain will fade and leave a scar. When I think back to the viagra incident I get so freaking angry and it hurts to think of the suffering I endured running around with hardons basically like I was 15 and not understanding why it was happening.
One good thing was I realized 180 days zero symptoms of psychosis meant I could stop the psych drugs.
Which likely caused me the diabetes I found out about in 2018.
But with keto diet no drugs are needed for the diabetes .
So a gain.
What is my long speech about.life can toss lots of pebbles and you can still be okay.
At 65 I am doing pretty well. Current set of pebbles are caring for my dementia riddled bro in law.
But enough about my and my pebbles.
Shoot me a pm if you want to talk more.
Well, Phil, that's what I call brutal honesty about oneself. I am of an upbringing that just cannot allow such open talk, sadly. Perhaps, I need a good shrink.
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November 06, 2022, 04:30:14 AM Merited by JayJuanGee (1) |
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@ copetech.
I crushed myself from 1972 to 1985.
I started to attempt recovery in 1985.
1972-1985 drugs and complusive gambling.
I had a major psychotic break in 1972 on acid.
I had a medium psychotic break in 1975 on acid.
I had the long term descent into psychosis while in the Navy in 1981
Stopped drugs mostly by 1985 got a bit better. stopped all drugs by 1991 got much better. Met a really good psychologist in 1994 and still see her 28 years later. I also ended gambling in 1990. I am a life long asthmatic. I also found out that I am diabetic in 2018 just in time to get treated and under control. So that When covid hit me in Jan 2020 I survived it .
Oh covid gave me pyronies disease my Johnson became bent into the shape of a C after three years of treatment it is bent like ( .
Never mind the 180 day viagra incident.
My psych meds were change in 2005 and they gave me 100mg viagra pills which I took for 180 days with out realizing that they were viagra.
I could write more as there are a lot of pebbles for me to toss about.
Left turns vs right turns etc. But all in all I am still here and efforting to be here for years to come.
The pain will fade and leave a scar. When I think back to the viagra incident I get so freaking angry and it hurts to think of the suffering I endured running around with hardons basically like I was 15 and not understanding why it was happening.
One good thing was I realized 180 days zero symptoms of psychosis meant I could stop the psych drugs.
Which likely caused me the diabetes I found out about in 2018.
But with keto diet no drugs are needed for the diabetes .
So a gain.
What is my long speech about.life can toss lots of pebbles and you can still be okay.
At 65 I am doing pretty well. Current set of pebbles are caring for my dementia riddled bro in law.
But enough about my and my pebbles.
Shoot me a pm if you want to talk more.
+1 WOsMerit ![](https://ip.bitcointalk.org/?u=https%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FF5KGvTj.jpg&t=665&c=f4DhG8NPVR_zoA) had to strike out some of your bitching here....they dont count as pebbles man...that was just livin ![Grin](https://bitcointalk.org/Smileys/default/grin.gif) masturbating a dozen times a day would likely tie anybodies willy in a knot....had to strike that as well squid life...same thing...self inflicted...does not count Caring for family is always difficult...especially when they forget to be grateful...I like to remind myself that they are not suffering nearly as much as the care givers are....they just dont remember if they are anyways.. you sound like a good man Philip...despite your us shitcoinery habit im actually feeling like there needs to be moar hookers and lambo in the world right now.../shrug
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November 06, 2022, 04:33:06 AM Last edit: November 06, 2022, 04:58:26 AM by Biodom |
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ffs...texans are terrible drivers...they all think they are in the Talladega 500 or something...drafting right on your bumper and if your driving less than 80 on the freeways, expect to be ran over
yea, Houston highways are brutal, I posted about it a few times. jeez, those trucks are flying, especially on outbound hways 45, 59/69, 10, 288 (a bit less) and the loop (610). At least 50% or more fail to signal the lane change. Many places in Texas are much quieter, though, so it is not a texan phenomena per se. Sometimes, i feel that some pissed off people just get in their trucks and start going just for the sake of it. PS if you got powerball at #20, then check the rest, lol im actually feeling like there needs to be moar hookers and lambo in the world right now.../shrug
The world will eventually oblige by producing high class robot-hookers and FSD vehicles, which will be wildly used for naughty pursuits, no doubt. As the result of both, the aggression level in the world has got to decrease if such future would be attained. Fin
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November 06, 2022, 05:12:06 AM |
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ffs...texans are terrible drivers...they all think they are in the Talladega 500 or something...drafting right on your bumper and if your driving less than 80 on the freeways, expect to be ran over
yea, Houston highways are brutal, I posted about it a few times. jeez, those trucks are flying, especially on outbound hways 45, 59/69, 10, 288 (a bit less) and the loop (610). At least 50% or more fail to signal the lane change. Many places in Texas are much quieter, though, so it is not a Texan as a whole phenomena. Sometimes, i feel that some pissed off people just get into their trucks and start going just for the sake of it. +1 WOsMerit west texas is beautiful...and folks seemed down right friendly the father south and east i went it just kept getting worse i think you hit the nail on the head...the commercial trucks should have a speed limit that is slower than normal car traffic and be completely banned from the left lane dont get me wrong...i like to drive fast and cruising at 100+ is fun...try and do it as often as possible its the tailgating...no....i said drafting and i meant it....bumper to bumper to bumper... fully loaded semi's at 80+ and the cowboys and roughnecks in their jacked up 4x4s right in there with em...felt near bodily harm several times so far i will concede that terrible driving is not limited to just Texas...i see it everywhere and i think it has gotten worse since the shutdown not quite sure where the bright idea of getting closer to the guy in front of you is somehow magically going to make him speed up...but everyone seems to be convinced its true
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![](https://ip.bitcointalk.org/?u=https%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FUeOr47g.jpg&t=665&c=y5G_Tyku6BBTtw) Alvarez smashing in a 3 run homer to clinch the '22 World Series....450 feet dead center field...monster shot wtg Houston...and a big congrats to Dusty Baker...the man earned that ring a long time ago btw...ffs...texans are terrible drivers...they all think they are in the Talladega 500 or something...drafting right on your bumper and if your driving less than 80 on the freeways, expect to be ran over I find it funny As a non-American None of that makes sense #Eurocentric haiku
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