i though for sure it would dip lower when it broke that wedge, we even had some good fud to go along with that brake and nothing.
bull market really back on? 30K incoming?

You are getting ahead of ur lil selfie.
Well, I suppose that's the point, no?
Get ahead of yourself, and then end up being wrong, and then later whine about how "no body can make money" in bitcoin, and bitcoin is doomed.. blah, blah, blah.
There are ways that you can still be saved from ur lil selfie.
One possibility is to lock in whatever current outstanding trades that you have, and let them ride out however, you believe is feasible and try to use some good judgement to the extent that ur lil degenerate gamblin brain has retained any amount of "good judgement."
Create a separate track that involves mostly just figuring out your long-term investment goals, including how bitcoin might fit into that, and then start to accumulate BTC mostly with DCA, buying on dip and lump sum in order to reach BTC accumulation targets that you set, and something like that could take 4-10 years or even longer, depending on where you are at and where you would like to go... perhaps anywhere between 1% to 25% of your total investment portfolio could be a starting target, if you are not sure about where to start.. and perhaps if you have already stacked a decent amount of sats, then you may well not need to be as aggressive in the employment of your BTC accumulation strategies... but yeah, it seems that part of your concerns and desires to continue gambling might well have to do with your feelings that you have not yet accumulated as many BTC as you feel that you should have accumulated up to this point... so there might be ways to plan out a regular BTC accumulation strategy and then plot out a couple of versions of BTC accumulation paths that are a wee bit more aggressive.. so maybe a second possible plan would be regular aggressive, and then perhaps an third possible plan would be something that might be 10% to 15% more aggressive than what you considered to be an already aggressive strategy.
I am not sure if my suggestions will really help you to help yourself to resolve your issues, because folks who are moving into degenerate gambling territories with their psychology and their finances (mostly an issue with their psychology) have difficulties in moderating their levels of aggressiveness and cannot set limits on their own habits, so some non-generate gambler gets nervous being aggressive or even 10% to 15% overly aggressive, while the degenerate gambler wants to go bigger, and BIGger and MOAR BIGGER.. and cannot help his/her lil selfie in terms of some kind of moderation of his/her approach and to make plans that increase the odds of being richie in the future with less emphasis on wanting everything right away or trying to impress others.